How I celebrate X-mas this year and why
This year I made the choice to skip X-mas and not celebrate it with my family for the first time.
I just wanted to find a quite place.
I celebrated for 26 years x-mas with a person that was closer to me then anyone else. 5 years ago it was the last time. Not seen my mate ever since. Since 3 years all contact has been broken, also with me without any direct reason.
It has been hard to give it a place and I struggle with it by times. I want to help, but my attempts let only to anger, frustration and questions on my side as the situation is complex.
I recently met many people who are also not at home for X-mas for various reasons. It’s interesting to hear everyones story. There is so much more behind a face then we think.
Three weeks ago I had no idea where I would go and what I was going to do. But now I find myself still being in Jericoacoara, this little isolated beach village in the North of Brasil that is full with sand. I love the calmness of this place.
It is the perfect spot to remember good memories, clean up bullshit and get ready for the new year with a clean sheet!
In 2015 I was surrounded by beautiful people, starting the 1st of January with my EMA friends and best Dutch friends. Later on I met many people who have been very important to me. They showed me how I can transform my energy and find love in myself and in other people.
I am thankfull for the support both my parents gave me and I am looking forward to see them soon and spend more quality time together.
Where and with whom are u celebrating X-mas this year? Wherever it is, I wish you all a merry xmas and don’t forget to trust in your dreams. If you work towards them, then one day they will become reality! ❤❤❤
In the picture you see me at home with my bambinos two years ago. ❤
X-mas eve in Jeri!
Pinacolada, life music and a beautiful sunset!! After that I had a casual xmas bbq in the Tirol hostel with about 20 people who I know from Capetown/Tarifa/the boat. Most of those people travel all the time alone and prefer to stay in one place for a few weeks/months to get their stuff done. Funny how kitesurfing connects all the remote/flexible workers and we bump into each other on beautiful kitespots all over the world. ❤